ar?

hmph.

right. when was the last time that i actually post something that came from my heart. i guess ages ago? lately i dont have any urge to write anything. whenever i open up the blog post section..it will be there till the end of of the work day. why? first i just dont feel like it. id rather keep it to my heart. but since today is saturday and i'm working till 1pm.. i'm lazy (again) to actually do my work therefore to pass my time (still got 1 hour 1/2 to waste) i'm writing my blog again. yeay.

let's see....is there any interesting stuff that i can tell you guys...(rewinding events in my head) oh yeah..i went to this event last weekend. i have to promote london. why? coz my workplace are currently offer courses in london therefore they mail the parents and invite them to see a presentation and makan makan. i was there to assist the parents explaining how great london is and how wonderful the place is. yes..i love london. kl is plain boring...especially there are not so much design events going on. the design world in malaysia is practically BORING!!. that's why i become a lecturer.. couldn't find my future in product designing especially here in Malaysia. *sigh.

my sister gave me a 2003 Palm PDA. altho its an old model but i think its kinda cool. it has a camera as well! (its free so of course la its cool haha) i've been putting in datas of my expenses, reminders, addresses etc etc but at this one time i ACCIDENTLY pressed Yes for data erasing. FUCK. so now my PDA was left at home beside my bed for a while. darn it. i hate it when that happens.

What else. erm. nothing much. watched ocean's 13...watched Shrek 3...now waiting for Transformers..and Harry Pothead eh...no Harry Potter..what else..damn it. kopaklah my money....uhuk uhukkkkkkkkkk....

Road block?

a few hours ago i was driving my car to the bank. out of the blue, there was a road block by the police for inspection. my colleague, who forgot to pull out the seatbelt was struggling to wear it while i slowed down the car..and yeah he managed to wear it..finally. i thought everything was okay but no, the police asked me to drive to the side. being all 'i hate being question by the police' i'm kinda feeling a bit scared but manage to put a cool face. i wind down the window and smiled.

police officer: " may i have your driving license, please?" cheekily smiled.

me: all panicky searching for my bag at the back seat but suddenly remembers that
i only brought the purse with me. * gave him my driving license*

police officer: "hmmmmm.." looking at my license for a few minutes...cheekily smiled "beautiful!" and smiled broadly and gave my license back to me.

me: smiled "well, thank you." put my license back in my purse..smiled again and
drove off.


well yeah...a compliment from a police officer. they made me pull over on the side of the road just to say that i'm pretty. hahaha.

how clever the squirrel jumps, but it will trumpling down to earth.

ive been trying to update my entries..but it seems that i didnt manage to do so.

so. nothing to tell.

so far.

oh isaac. i love you.

okay.

while other people are addicted to heroin, marijuana, weed, etc...i am officially addicted Heroes. and no, its not a drug..its a tv series. gosh...last night i've watched 6 episodes straight. this stuff totally rocks!

and please guys, watch this coz i'm trying to pull in more heroes addicts. haha.

p/s: Isaac Mendez (Santiago Cabrera) is HOT. why do i always have a thing with men who loves painting? *drools.

yeah. okay.

Babbles.

i am officially tired of blogging.

there are tons of stuff in my head that i want to tell you guys but it seems that i would rather keep it to myself. (finally?).

currently, i'm trying to be positive to myself and will try to have drastic changes that involves me, physically and mentally.

sometimes i think i'm not that strong to have drastic changes, it keeps on bouncing on and off. i'm just so tired of that. i will try to wake up in the morning, rather than thinking 'shit, i have to go to work!' i would try to say to myself ' alhamdulillah for another day of life'

it's all about being positive baby, positive.

although i'm kinda tired of babbling about myself to people who may read this page, i will keep on writing, if i feel like it.

i love myself.

i love mommy and daddy,
i love mak tah and my siblings,
i love my 3 darling nephews,
i love my friends,

and

i love him

note to myself:
stop being emotional..think thoroughly before you decide on something!

a quick update

it's been a long time..

last weekend was quite entertaining. watched spidey and sumo-lah. surprisingly i would like to say that i had a great time watching sumo-lah. spidey somehow....very emotional driven. they had a scene where peter parker looked very sissy. he cried after being dumbed by mary jane! duh! it was a so so spidey movie. from my opinion-lah. only the effects are nice.

as for sumo-lah. it was awesome! you will crack your ass when you watch it. somehow afdlin's cute tummy reminds me of my brother. hiks.

confused.

i felt. unappreciated.